What I miss the most in life..

I really miss dancing. I've been dancing my whole life. How I miss performing in front of people.. How I miss competing in dancing.. How I miss entertaining people.. How I miss being so tired but still keep moving coz dancing is what I like best.

'sigh..'

It's not that I want to stop but I have to put it on back to give way for future. I was once told myself.. If can't study, I'll dance..

I don't believe that I can get both. To choose between accountancy and dancing, I'll choose dancing. It's not easy to pursue dancing here and that is why I chose what I think will give me a brighter future. Maybe, if Im successful enough, I can dance again. So, right now, I'll just have to dance in front of the mirror to satisfy myself.

Very scary nightmare..

Last night I had a nightmare that when I woke up and see my boyfriend, I just felt like attacking him...Kehkehkeh..Having this kind of nightmare make me want to be chased by monster or ghost in my dreams rather than having what I dreamed last night.

Last night dream was about my boyfriend. How dare he has another girl and told me in my dream that he can't go out with me because his girlfriend will feel sad and cry... Arghhhh!!!!!!